World as I Think

Yesterday i saw Kal Ho Na Ho!!!.It has now gone in to my all time favorites. I am crazy now , I have been hearing Kal Ho Na Ho number felt by Sonu Nigam since morning, must be atleast 5 hours now.Soon or later the people from bollywoodmusic.com gonna get royalty from me.I downloaded the lyrics from the internet trying to comphrened with the little hindi i know.Somehow the lyrics and the voice has its own effect on me.Thats why i thought, i ll post the english translation of it in my blog!!!

(Har ghadi badal rahi hai roop zindagi
Life changes its beauty all the time
Chhaaon hai kabhi kabhi hai dhoop zindagi
Sometimes it's a shade, sometimes life is sunlight
Har pal yahan jeebhar jiyo
Live every moment here to your heart's content
Jo hai sama kal ho naa ho
The time that is here may not be tomorrow

Chaahe jo tumhe poore dil se
One who loves you whole-heartedly
Milta hai voh mushkil se
It is difficult meet that person
Aisa jo koi kahin hai
If there is someone like that somewhere
Bas vohi sab se haseen hai
That person is more beautiful than all
Us haath ko tum thaam lo
Grab onto that (person's) hand
Voh meherbaan kal ho naa ho
He or she may not be so gracious tomorrow
Har pal yahan jeebhar jiyo
Live every moment here to your heart's content
Jo hai sama kal ho naa ho
The time that is here may not be tomorrow

Ho, palkon ke leke saaye paas koi jo aaye
Taking the shadow of your eyelashes, when someone comes near
Laakh sambhaalo paagal dil ko
You try to reason with your crazy heart
Dil dhadke hi jaaye
Your heart just goes on beating
Par soch lo is pal hai jo
But think, that which is here now
Voh daastaan kal ho naa ho
That story may not be here tomorrow
Har ghadi badal rahi hai roop zindagi
Life changes its beauty all the time
Chhaaon hai kabhi kabhi hai dhoop zindagi
Sometimes it's a shade, sometimes life is sunlight
Har pal yahan jeebhar jiyo
Live every moment here to your heart's content
Jo hai sama kal ho naa ho
The time that is here may not be tomorrow
Jo hai sama kal ho naa ho
The time that is here may not be tomorrow


How would it be to live a life with a thought "Kal Ho Na Ho" ?.

I would do anything for her, she had ornated my thoughts and engined my feelings for a while now. Everyday, I would wake up to seek her presence and make my day wonderful, like it was my first day in the rest of my life. I was a true coward scared to leap beyond my boundaries to tell her what I felt about her, but deep in my heart i knew she had mutually glimpsed my heart with boundless penchant for me.

It was that day, exactly 20 years after that perfect heart had throned that perfect body. She had invited me for her b-day treat. It was for this special day, I had been looking at my calendar, to express my love, which I had nurtured in me. That evening, I stood before her like a cloud pondering to shower on that beautiful garden.

I was still, looking at her, void of words. It took all the energy in me to gently maneuver my hand to mettle a red rose into her cherished palms flanked by her fingers. I was filled with all enduring expectations that she would understand how it painted my love for her. She adorned the rose with a euphoric smile.

I felt acknowledged; I wanted to transmigrate us to an island, to hold her palms and let my heart sway to the happiest moment. I felt like a secluded alien to other people around us who were interested in their own cacophony and greetings.

Everything was immaterial until somebody shooked her in the ice-cream parlor. Mentally unperturbed by the physical disturbance, we were intimately attached gazing at each other although the menu peeped once. She ordered herself a “ Cornetto Cone “ and I nominated an apple milk shake for me.

The cone intruded us and gently caressed her hand and let out a caricature smile flaunting at me. The ice cream, which had been so stubborn since it was freezed, gave up everything for this defining moment. It melted slowly and seeked refuge in her.

Suddenly that moment happened in my life, somebody inaugurated the second heaven. She offered me her ice cream. I felt an instant vacuum down my throat, all waiting to experience utopia. I cuddled the cone like an Olympiad with all the sense of possession and an elated feeling breezing my mind to another hyper plane. All my life, I have never felt so thrilled to be chilled by an ice cream. It was the best slow motion captured with this interlacing brain of mine, I enjoy every moment of it even now.

When I touched the peak of the cone, it was the most intense feeling my tactile senses have experienced. My palette had attained bountiful joy, it would not mind rebirth or karma if this were its destiny everything.

Things happened in an array, too intense to cope up. The super Kodak moment vivid in my memory, she suddenly grabbed my cone into her custody. I felt aghast with my heart throbbed for a while. I felt like a child wanting pampering when it’s abducted of its toy. Somebody “couped” my happiness for even a higher state. She gently lobbied the tip of the cornetto. She had just given nirvana to the entire species of ice creams. That’s when I started loving ice creams. My Medium to Moksha!!!

(PS: I wish I could tell a romantic story as this, about how I started I loving ice creams but you need to wait till the next post till I reveal the real story!!!

It has been long since i had been

triggered by a good morning SMS to awaken my physical day,
hastened myself to get ready to feel the sun sting me,
walked my way amidst the insensitive sweat,
grabbed my mobile, becoming immune to public transport which threatened my privacy,
felt isolated to the babbling of the ever complaining auto drivers,
barged through the office doors with a slanted ear enabling my communication,
an hello mail gushing my mail box acknowledging that I opened my inbox,
searched the google images to paint my thoughts,
felt so conscious of opening my chords hovering in the higher decibels,
toggled my presence between the corridors and my cubicle,
reminded that my intestine needs the support of my food pipe,
squeezed time to check the network’s connectivity,
rushed to end my work before the moon identifies itself with the sky,
bustled through the lengths and breaths of chennai,
my palette enjoyed the cafe and ice-creams,
took leap strides in landmark with no absolute intension to browse books,
fought with myself to compromise my feelings,
felt hurt when I hear sorry and thank you,

It has been long since i have been myself.

I know, I have lost the paradise. I am currently seeking to explore an unknown world impinged by intellect, now that my” emotional domain” has been walled for the sense of insecurity. I don’t want the time warp to reverse. Iam just seeking time to accept that we live in a world thrived by flux of time, place and people.

Heard melodies are sweet, but those unheard are sweeter
-John Keats

Instead of getting drenched into philospohy and psychology, i checked the dictionary this time

To Laugh
To express certain emotions, especially mirth or delight, by a series of spontaneous, usually unarticulated sounds often accompanied by corresponding facial and bodily movements.

To Cry
To sob or shed tears because of grief, sorrow, or pain; weep.

(Answers.com)

Advantages of Laughing
The oxygen supply to the brain increases.Hormones that make you happy, are released.The heart beats slower.Blood pressure decreases.The immune system becomes stronger.Digestion becomes easier.Muscles relax

Advantages of Crying
Dr. William H. Frey II, a biochemist, found out that tears have a complex chemical composition more that others think. Researchers found out that there is a big difference between tears caused by joy, anger, and sadness and tears caused by irritation. Based on research, emotional tears contain more substances that our body develops whenever we are under stress. And this is hazardous to one’s health. Because of this, it is believed that crying is an effective way of eliminating wastes in our body because tears remove these stress-related substances. This is the reason why a person feels better after crying. Also, according to reports, tears caused by emotional outbursts have higher protein concentration, which cures emotional stress.

Disadvantages

The only disadvantage is that people would know that you are emotional.

Key Take Away

Both are way to express emotions.Assuming that we are humans subject to emotions.We should express it.There is less harm in expressing than concealing them !!!